Yaaaaaaaaaay.
Hmm. I honestly have done both of these every single day for as long as I can remember. =/
I always do that
uh yeah
I’m sure a lot of people i dont like are reading this but I quite frankly couldn’t give a shit. You guys get to read me use this as a diary. In the past 6 months my life has changed drastically. My dad has stage four lung cancer and has up to about 6 months to a little less than a year to live. I don’t think I’ve been so scared for anything in my whole entire life. In all honesty I have no friends which is why I’m writing this on here because I have literally no one to talk to. I have lost every single one of my friends since finding this out except for my wonderful boyfriend who has been there for me through all of this. My best friend in the entire world of 4 years decided that drinking every single night became more important than being there for me. I’m so scared and I have no idea what to do at this point. I wish people knew how hard this was but It’s not like I can make people give a shit. I’m so scared of growing up and I know that I’m going to have to wether I like it or not. I just wish this all didn’t have to happen. I know I can’t offer much but I’m a great friend and I really wish people didn’t take that for granite. I wish my dad could live forever. And I wish I didn’t have to realize how awfully shitty literally every person I’ve let into my life truly is. Fuck all of this. Mostly fuck death and fuck cancer and fuck friends.
